Drowning in longing
For something pure, something real
I gasp for air
Reaching for you, but you’re not there
The twisted workings of my mind
Like a merry-go-round
Spinning out of control
Imaginary delusions on patrol
I want to escape
The feeling that nothing is wrong, but nothing is right
My world is changing
My heart is ageing
My face is calm
But my mind is screaming
My heart is racing
My soul is aching
The disharmony of a mind divided
Two enemy camps, sparking fights with fires
One says yes, the other says no
One says stay, the other says go
Why is it it, that I do everything right
Yet everything feels wrong
It is never good enough
When my expectations take flight
I am a constant contradiction
Thanks to the wars within my mind
That haunt me day and night
But to which others are blind
“Don’t…
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